this result really has screwed me up. there's this thing i know what i should do,what i need ,what i have to do to get where i wan't to be,and i want to be so much - but i can't it's weird but its like being paralysed or something. i just can't move on. when the result came out, it kinda launched me into action. it was like an epiphany or something. but now that the initial energy has dissipated, i don't know what i'm about again. i guess i just need to keep my head down and study.