idiotic me.

I really AM an idiot. Whenever I HAVE to do something, I find that thing incredibly boring, and ANYTHING else incredibly interesting. My mind just runs off in the opposite direction. Its really bad, having around a dozen voices in my head, all telling me what to do. I mean I know what I SHOULD do, it just doesn't seem all that important then.
Another of my idiotic habits is that I plan everything out beautifully-and then stop. I spend ages thinking out the perfect plan, something that will definitely work,but then I simply lose the will to carry it out. its like,if i've finished planning,i've finished the execution. Its incredibly irritating on some days, like when i give my exam, and sometimes the days we get our results.
Something else is, I'm never happy with what I have. Example,my internet connection has been down since tuesday, and I got the most amazing ideas for blogs. Now that its finally working, whoosh-not a single idea remains.
And oh yeah, whenever there is a crucial need to do something,i find the most perverse pleasure in doing something that's absolutely not related. example,i have my DS paper tomorrow. Need I say more???
In short, i really need more discipline. Mom's right. Damn.