i've just returned from madras.d was insufferable,as usual.she's pretty casual about stuff.as if she doesn't care.i mean,when we were in chennai,it was the last day,and this girl was calmly staying awake.even though we had to wake up at 4 in the morning.i literally had to prod her awake.and then she stays unfocused and sleepy.she even forgot to tell me that she didn't book the taxi to take us to the station.really strange.i really got my mood off.the train journey was great,when she wasn't sitting with me.the fields,the soil,and some of the rivers were really picturesque.i've written down some of my randomest thoughts,i might post them later.