lets see how things actually are.
worst case scenario.:
1.i flunk edc, m3, mpmc, toc,hl.
2.he hates me. and never wants to see me again.
3.i actually never see him again.
4.i never get a job.
5.i don't get thru any of the gate/gre/mba entrances.

abt the first three i can't do anything now, so gotto stop thinking abt that

getting a job, well there's always dad's office. but he's gonna kick me out on my rear if i don't start working really hard, so start doing just that.

do the seminar topic

learn basic auto-cad

start working out

start reading more.

atleast an hour reviewing stuff done in college

get my books.